well, in life there are times where u enjoy at ur happiest point. there are times u enjoy to a certain extent. wad must i say?? i always say the wrong words and hurt ppl, wads the worst thing? the things i said is always unbelivable... and wads happening to all these shits man..
sports, i cant freaking excel, peers, how shud i noe tat i even exist in them, i may behave lyk a fool... but deep down in my heart i do feel empty... and studies.. its so hard man, come on, in real life, im a msian, im slower than the rest in class... i learnt lesser than them, and they juz dun seem to understand. damn it, i hate life at this stake. i Dun even wana noe how well im gona do in my test. COME on man. in real life, im a msian, a 15-yer-old msian which are supposed to study sec2 topics in sg actually... how am i suppose to fasten up my mind.. catch up wit the new world?
haih, i juz duno how to explain. It seems tat i cant reli fix things ryte. I cant reli be the one leading the class, in studies.. and the stupid idiotic shit teachers juz keep on zapping me for scolding particularly mr daniel ng and ms shaheeda.. screw this two idiots.. mr daniel juz wana scold me cuz hes scared of the rest.. and ms shaheeda... STOP ur insults.. u bitch.
haih.. i gota fasten up in life.. do things well, make everyone proud. it oni takes time. tats all.
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